i woke up today hoping that today will be a better day. the weather is crazy. its been sunny and rainy from time to time. all i want to do is to go to the mall. stroll around spend some quality time with my special someone. i dont know but here i am in my room laying in bed doing nothing. im hungry and no one cared. im sad still no cared. im down and not happy, no one cares. i think this especially someone is the one pushing me to the life i really want to have.