i didnt think that i will feel this way. i cant imagine that i will never see him again. hear his voice and laugh with him. i must admit that i do have some grudges but i throw it away when i realize WHY? no reason… let go and move on. i decided to cry cause i dont have anyone to talk to. im trying to be ok but im totally a wreck. if tears can speak it will tell the stories ive never told before he left, and my friends he never met. where ever you are, i know your happy and i know that this is a temporary distance that i need to cope and a brief goodbye.