i suddenly feel sad after a physically demanding game. i dont know if i should be happy on what’s the out come of the whole thing. i dont know if i still know the word RESPECT. i suddenly realize, i forgot what it is. i think i should learn to know what other people might feel if we do this or do that. i think i need to make a personal note that to think before i speak. i dont know but lately i didnt recognize that im speaking with a emotional people. maybe the reason im doing that is because i will make people happy but being happy with someone’s unhappiness. im now thinking what this people might feel. as the saying goes “not all smiling people are happy”. i must learn not to hurt people’s feeling and the big word for today “RESPECT” that im losing. i just put a post it on my mind so i can remember always.